Hello,
my name is Catherine
Clay.
I am a woman living with a fenestrated subarachnoid cyst located
in
between my optic nerves pushing on the pituitary stalk in the suprasella
region
of my brain. I have had 2 brain surgeries and I started
this web site over a year ago before my last surgery because I could
never find anything out there, I was tired of feeling messed up and
alone and I never want my worst enemy to know what true suffering
is so I started this foundation and am trying to tie in research, personal experiences and try to offer emotional support when I can (There are hundreds of you and one of me... if I don't get back to you please forgive me and please try again). I keep a journal on arachnoidcyst.net as it makes more sense to watch this unfold.
I was finally diagnosed after 14 years with Syringomyelia and what they think is MS (I think it's arachnoiditis) and you can read my spinal scans here.
My Doctor is Dr. William Caton in Pasadena. His first words to me were "How's that syringomyelia treating you?"
I screamed back "I've been trying to get a doctor to say that for 3 years" (as there is no fucking way anyone could invent the symptoms from that disease) and fell in love with the smartest neurosurgeon I've ever met. He's my hero and loves to have challenging patients.
I found out on March 1, 2005 that the plycycstic ovarin disease I was diagnosed with by my endocronologist was a polycycstic baby so even though I've been told for years that I couldn't have children I am now 5 months pregnant. I had my son genetically tested so he will not suffer in the manner in which I do because waking up everyday in chronic, debillitating pain is no way to live and I would not trture another human being in this manner.
I became a photographer because I could be blind.
I wanted people to see the beauty of life through my eyes. I am the
second person
with
a cyst
on
my pituitary gland that has another disease caused by this cyst.
If you have a cyst in this area RUN to an endocrinologist and have
you hormones
checked. I have hyperpituitarism. Kevin also
has had to take medications his entire life. One of the babes is on hormones
because a bad doctor cut his pituitary stalk.
This disease
does not do you any favors so education is the only key to fighting
this battle that I have been fighting for 15 years. An arachnoid cyst
is a SYMPTOM of more severe diseases. It is NOT "just a cyst" and even
though
"it's
not
cancer"
it causes
you long term Central Nervous System damage like the Chernobyl it has caused to mine. Location is the key factor and even though size does matter the location is more important.
You have
GOT to get rid of this thing, period, especially
if you are a child because you can RECOVER much
easier although you HAVE GOT to go to a neurosurgeon that has done
the surgery countless times or you can end up with even more
severe problems.
This is
my compelling experience which can be backed up with scientific data
and
results
from my last
25 MRIs.
The
first
time
I
had
brain surgery at 18 my brain bounced into
the space where the cyst was occupying
when it was aspirated. There was enough fluid from the plum size
to make a Chilean grape. At 30 there was so much damage from typical
CSF
flow with each heart beat
that
they
cyst
has cemented
a
hole the size of that grape permanently in
my head . I asked Dr. Kelly when
that was going to bounce back and he told me it wouldn't. It's destroyed
the structures supporting my brain and the architecture around my
brain stem to cause my pituitary gland to malfunction
and I suspect cause Syringomyelia since I have boughts where I lose
sensation in my hands and feet and have already been paralyzed because
of it once (confirmed Dx in September 04 with MS added to the pot)
GET RID
OF IT. You will get Surgical Arachnoiditis but it's better to live
without Intracranial hypertension which makes you a little crazy and
the long term damage it does to your mind & body.
When
I get a new story it always makes me cry because none of
us have had superior care
and
comfort
in knowing
how we are going to age with our disease because there are
no long term studies.
After pouring
my heart and soul into gathering information I have made a few conclusions.
This
can be hereditary. I'm sorry folks but in the slim chance of you
EVEN
HAVING ("they" say we are 1% of all brain tumors diagnosed) an
Arachnoid Cyst there is still a slim chance that someone you love
can have
one too. If you want to check the gene it's on the 14th chromosome.
96% of
our fathers were in the military.
Several mothers
were on fertility drugs. I would like to discover
what you all were on. (I think my mom had ovarian cancer when my
sister and I were in utro since we both had central nervous system
disease)
These
things are like cancer, It doesn't matter what color you are or your
sex but most people that have them genetically are of Western European decent.
A little more about me as a person before you judge me:
My family started the Republican party. We helped buy Alaska and Compromised
Missouri. I don't know how many generations we have been here but I
come from a
long
line
of communicators,
law makers and fiery Kentuckians.
I live in Los Angeles
I speak Russian Fluently
I have been through 14 countries (which is why I tell you not to fly because I did it and caused more harm to my nervous system and most doctors will tell you not to fly after surgery)
I am a photographer
I am a webmaster
I am disabled
I have participated in several brain tumor conferences
One of my best friends is Samantha J Scolamiero
I'm hoping that if you understand a little more about ME as a person
you will understand how I have come to various theories of how and
why we get so sick. I suck at communicating because I am passionate
and I am very honest. If you are newly diagnosed I'm
sorry this disease
is
a
lot
worse than
your
doctors
are telling you depending on where your cyst sits.
I added
this group of questions to ask your doctor.
I am going
through physical therapy and highly recommend that everyone get up on that
if you have this disease. It really helps you train your muscles and
dealing. Rolfing will also help you. If you see words underlined that means there is another link.
If you
suffer from pain you need to talk to your doctor about getting on a
regiment of drugs:
Lamictal helps with the electric shocks and pins and needles
B6 will help you if you are in the early stages of this disease
Vicodin will help with the pain
Duragesic will offer you more pain relief 24/7
If you are sick to your stomach all the time Marinol helps a lot or you can do what I did and move to California where you are a patient and not a criminal.
Maybe you
recognize some of these symptoms:
Pain
Memory/Thinking problems
Headaches
Intracranial Pressure
Easy to bruise, hard to heal
Visual disturbances (lightening, electric fish)
Sensitivity to light and bad smells
Emotional problems
Irritability
Hyper/Hypo Sexual
Whooshing sounds due to HIP (High Intracranial Pressure)
Vomiting
Nausea
Dizziness
Balance Problems
Epilepsy?
Numbness and tingling
Memory problems
Tremors
Fatigue
Neck Pain
Back Pain
Problems thinking and concentrating
Paralysis
Hormone
imbalances can cause:
(such as low Coritsol or too much Prolactin)
Overweight due to medication
Hot Flashes
Hyper Sexual